Many of you probably know that I enjoy using analogies. Some of which don't always make sense to some of you but that's just how things work in my brain.
My brain is like a dryer. Things just kinda tumble round and round unless I physically unload it. I can't try taking things out before they are "dry" this just does not work. Because than all I end up with is unfinished thoughts and ideas. I can't speak my mind until they have tumbled around enough for me to truly understand how I am feeling and why I am feeling/thinking that way. I also shouldn't allow things to stay in my brain too long either, they might catch fire or waste time and energy. That was a free look into the mind of Courtney. The next excursion may be slightly more expensive, maybe a penny for my thoughts...
I love making lists, that is one way I get things out of my head. I love being able to see the things I have to do and having them on paper allows me to prioritize them better. If I don't list the things I have to do I just constantly worry about having to remember them all and they seem to multiply in my head. Yay lists!
My sister is leaving in less than a week! On my birthday she and my dad will drive to yellow stone where Steph is going to be working for the summer, some birthday gift right? I will miss you Stephy!!!
My boyfriend will also be leaving for the summer to go back home for Co-op. I was looking forward to spending the summer with him, although he would still be working even if he was up here he would not have to be thinking about school. It would have been nice to spend time together without him having to think about homework, projects or anything school related. I am really glad that he will enjoy what he is doing, I would rather have him like his work someplace else than to be here and be unsatisfied. I think him going away will be a good way for us to strengthen our relationship, God knows what he is doing.
A lot of my friends will be leaving soon, Nick, Michelle, Rachel and my best friend Sarah!!!! All of these people going away makes me want to leave as well. I really would love to get away and experience a sense of independence away from the people I know. Which kinda sucks since this summer I will really have to tighten my budget, so I can't go on too many trips. I will be going to RIT in the fall for international studies so I know that I will get my chance to leave and travel. I guess I just have always hated feeling like the one left behind. Don't get me wrong I love Rochester, I really do, but I won't be satisfied if I never get to see the world, especially Egypt.
My intention is not for this to come across as me being discontent, jealous or unable to enjoy my time in rochester with everyone gone. I am excited for everyone who gets to experience a new change of sceneray and meet new people! I am contect with staying in Rochester for the summer, I have to get in as much time with the people who are leaving as possible!
Wow, this was only going to be a paragraph about my weird brain and how it operates, lol.
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